Hello gorgeous angel of the planet earth.
Today's post is slightly different than my older ones. I am proud to say that I'm finally doing a collaboration with a YouTube person that I always wanted to. Her name's Marie and she's a really sweet and kind soul that has been and still being through a lot of hate and bullying because of her weight. She's going to talk to you from the button of her heart about her bullying experience while I'm going to share with you the mental disorder that I'm unfortunately suffering from and everything that comes with it.
I just wanted to confide something really important with you before you start reading. Anxiety disorder is something that I'm dealing with since I was a little child so I'm kindly asking you to try understand what it truly feels like and be gentle..
There's a side of me that you don't really get to see in here because most of the times I like to document and talk about good things that happen to my life and manage to put a smile on my face for a while. Unfortunately I have to tell you that there's a lot more in someone's life than what they put on their social networks and media either if they're just for fun or also business included.
A lot of people are confusing anxiety with anxiety disorder. I'll try my best to explain the difference between them as easy as I possibly can. If you are feeling anxious only on situations where you supposed to feel anxious and it's completely normal then you don't have to worry about it. If you on the other side feel anxious and terrified and you are overthinking even the tiniest little things that can possibly happen to your life then we're both playing on the same team. And we're both are suffering from what physiologists call "anxiety disorder".
The truth is that anxiety is really common fear that a lot of people are suffering from in any kind of way. Every time that I start to feel anxious I always deal with the same repeating pattern. I most likely feel like I'm having no air (even though I know I always breath faster during similar situations) and I start feeling really sick and hot while my head is rumbling, my hands are sweating and my heart is beating faster and faster. Suddenly the world becomes another place. The noises are getting louder as people are getting bigger while I become smaller and smaller as the time goes by.
Something really common that I myself as most people out there regret is shutting multiple opportunities down and holding theirselves back because of it. Trust me when I'm saying I know from experience that it is not a really nice feeling but as I already said in the beginning of this post anxiety disorder is a mental illness.
No matter what other people make you think or believe I want you to accept the upcoming truth.
IT'S NORMAL TO HAVE ANXIETY DISORDER.
There's a phrase of my own I want you to remember before you close this tab forever:
"Don't let any situations, people and thoughts effect you negatively and stop you from achieving your personal goals" -MacQueen98.
Today's post is slightly different than my older ones. I am proud to say that I'm finally doing a collaboration with a YouTube person that I always wanted to. Her name's Marie and she's a really sweet and kind soul that has been and still being through a lot of hate and bullying because of her weight. She's going to talk to you from the button of her heart about her bullying experience while I'm going to share with you the mental disorder that I'm unfortunately suffering from and everything that comes with it.
I just wanted to confide something really important with you before you start reading. Anxiety disorder is something that I'm dealing with since I was a little child so I'm kindly asking you to try understand what it truly feels like and be gentle..
There's a side of me that you don't really get to see in here because most of the times I like to document and talk about good things that happen to my life and manage to put a smile on my face for a while. Unfortunately I have to tell you that there's a lot more in someone's life than what they put on their social networks and media either if they're just for fun or also business included.
A lot of people are confusing anxiety with anxiety disorder. I'll try my best to explain the difference between them as easy as I possibly can. If you are feeling anxious only on situations where you supposed to feel anxious and it's completely normal then you don't have to worry about it. If you on the other side feel anxious and terrified and you are overthinking even the tiniest little things that can possibly happen to your life then we're both playing on the same team. And we're both are suffering from what physiologists call "anxiety disorder".
The truth is that anxiety is really common fear that a lot of people are suffering from in any kind of way. Every time that I start to feel anxious I always deal with the same repeating pattern. I most likely feel like I'm having no air (even though I know I always breath faster during similar situations) and I start feeling really sick and hot while my head is rumbling, my hands are sweating and my heart is beating faster and faster. Suddenly the world becomes another place. The noises are getting louder as people are getting bigger while I become smaller and smaller as the time goes by.
Something really common that I myself as most people out there regret is shutting multiple opportunities down and holding theirselves back because of it. Trust me when I'm saying I know from experience that it is not a really nice feeling but as I already said in the beginning of this post anxiety disorder is a mental illness.
No matter what other people make you think or believe I want you to accept the upcoming truth.
IT'S NORMAL TO HAVE ANXIETY DISORDER.
There's a phrase of my own I want you to remember before you close this tab forever:
"Don't let any situations, people and thoughts effect you negatively and stop you from achieving your personal goals" -MacQueen98.
Don't let anxiety control your life,
xoxo MacQueen98.
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